Damn, this blog has become my outlet... and I feel that sometimes I couldn't make it without it...
Family is complicated... we all know that... It is definately not easy dealing with our moms, dads, stepmoms (take a look at faitry tales) and stepdads...
As previously stated I haven't had the best relationship with my mom... actually right now, we are not in speaking terms... we were fighting so much that a time to cool off was in order... However, i have come to realized she actually decided to take some time off from me...
we are both so stubborn... neither of us want to be wrong... I have written e-mails taking all the fault to myself a couple of times... I just can't do it anymore.... we are both at fault here...
I miss her... I was looking at some new pictures of her with my stepdad on orkut and tears started to pour... I miss having them in my life... I miss talking to her... I am so sad right now... it hurts so much...
I hate the whole fighting thing... and with us is a catch 22... no one gives in... I mean, i have already sent an e-mail asking her to leave it all behind, so we can start over... she is giving me the cold shoulder... and I know she wants me me to take all the blame... I just CAN"T
I'll maybe post more details about it some time... I just needed to vent a little...
see you next time... thanks for "listening"... :P
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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oh my dear..it is always nice to let it out...and writing is a good way to do it...to let it out our emotions and feelings..
i totally get u...i know some of this story because i was once living this with u...
hope sincerely that one day u will understand each other...because ther is no such thing as ex-mom...moms are forever...
lov ya!
hope u get better...and whenever u need to talk..u have me...never forget that..